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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    10:51 am
    @@@@@Toglio's going to go back and find his wife
    @@@@@Toglio's going to go back and find his wife fooling around with anything that wears pantsThere ain't a woman you can trust
    STANLEY: (He is sprawled beside Brown Oh, I don't know, I trust my wifeThere's all kinds of women
    BROWN: (bitterly) They're all the same
    MINETTA: Yeah, well, I trust my girl friend
    POLACK: I wouldn't trust those bitches with a nickel
    BROWN: (picking eagerly at his snub nose) That's what I believe(He talks to Minetta, who has stopped digging You trust your girl friend, huh?
    MINETTA: Sure, I doShe knows when she's got something good
    BROWN: You think you can give her a better piece of ass than anybody else?
    MINETTA: I ain't been beat yet
    BROWN: I'll tell you something, you're a kidYou don't know what a good piece meansTell me something, Minetta, you ever been laid with your shoes off? (Stanley and Polack roar with laughter
    BROWN: I'll tell you what, MinettaYou just ask yourself a couple of questionsDo you think there's anything special about you?
    MINETTA: That ain't for me to say
    BROWN: Well, I'll tell you, there ain'tYou're just an ordinary guyThere's not a damn thing special about any of us, not about Polack or you or Stanley or meWe're just a bunch of GIs(Brown is enjoying himselfWhile we're home, and slipping a little meat to them every night, they're all lovey-d
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    10:51 am
    @@@@@"If you start crying, Scarlett, I'll have
    @@@@@"If you start crying, Scarlett, I'll
    have you put out
    "I'm not going to cryI've got to do something, and you're
    no help Henry Hamilton leaned back in his chairHe touched
    his fingertips together, resting his arms on his ample stomachIt was
    his lawyerly look, almost judicial"You're the last person who can
    help Ashley right now, ScarlettI told you I was going to deliver
    some hard truths, and that's one of them
    Right or wrong-and I don't care to know which-there was a lot of
    speculation about you and Ashley at one timeMiss Melly stood up for
    you, and most people followed her lead-for love of her, mind you, not
    because they were especially fond of you"India thought the worst
    and
    said itShe put together her own little band of believersIt wasn't
    a pretty situation, but folks accommodated themselves, like they
    always
    doThings could have rocked on like that forever, even after
    Melanie's deathNobody really likes disruption and changesBut you
    couldn't leave well enough aloneYou had to go make a spectacle of yourself at Melanie's very
    gravesideThrowing your arms around her husband, hauling him
    away
    from his dead wife, who a lot of people thought close to a saint He
    held up one hand"I know what you're about to say, so don't bother
    to
    say it, Scarlett His fingertips touched again
    "Ashley was about to throw himself in the grave, maybe break his
    neckThat's not the pointFor such a smart girl,
    you don't understand the world at all"If Ashley had pitched himself
    onto the coffin, everybody would have called it 'touching
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    10:59 am
    @@@@@ “Stop being so cryptic “Say whatever you
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    “Stop being so cryptic
    “Say whatever you like, John,” broke in the doctor“I’m just about finished, so I’m not paying
    much attention, and even if I heard you, I’m entitled to
    “I’ll make it brief,” said StJacques, walking to the right of the chair“The Crown governor,” he
    continued“You were right, at least I have to assume you were right
    “Why?”
    “The news came in while you were getting cleaned upThe CG’s boat was found smashed on
    one of the nastier reefs off Antigua, halfway to BarbudaThere was no sign of survivorsPlymouth
    assumes it was one of those whipsaw squalls that can come out of south Nevis, but it’s hard to
    swallowNot a squall necessarily, but the circumstances
    “Which were?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    “His usual two crewmen weren’t with himHe dismissed them at the yacht club, saying he
    wanted to take the boat out by himself, yet he told Henry he was going out for the running big
    fish—”
    “Which means he would’ve had to have a crew,” interrupted the Canadian physician
    “Yes, he would’ve,” agreed the owner of Tranquility Inn“You can’t fish the big fellas and
    skipper a boat at the same time—at least the CG couldn’tHe was afraid to take his eyes off the
    charts
    “But he could read them, couldn’t he?” asked Jason“The charts?”
    “As a navigator, he was no Captain Bligh sailing by the Pacific stars, but he was good enough to
    stay out of trouble
    “He was told to go out alone,” said Bourne“Ordered to rendezvous with a boat in waters that
    called for him to really keep his eyes on the charts Jason suddenly realized that the doctor’s
    nimble fingers were no longer touching his neck; instead, there was the constricting bandage and
    the physician was standing beside him looking down“How are we doing?” asked Bourne, looking
    up, an appreciative smile creasing his lips
    “We’re done,” said the Canadianthen I think we’d better meet later, for a drink, all right?”
    “Good heavens, you’re just getting to the good pa
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    10:59 am
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    Tried to talk Lin into it, but she'd rather stay
    here before flying back to FranceDon't hold it
    against her
    Ilse
    PS: Yippee! I'm excited!!
    Don't hold it against herIt seemed that my If-
    So-Girl had been saying that about her older
    sister ever since she could talkLin doesn't want
    to go on the weenie roast because she doesn't like
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    hot dogsbut don't hold it against herLin
    can't wear that kind omega seamaster watch of sneakers because none of
    the kids in her class wear hightops anymoreso
    don't hold it against herLin wants Ryan's Dad to
    take them to the prombut don't hold it against
    herAnd you know the bad part? I never didI
    could have told Linnie that preferring Ilse was
    like growing up lefthanded - something over which
    I had no control - and that would only have made
    it worse, even though it was the chanel silver truthMaybe
    especially because it was the truth
    viii
    Ilse coming to Duma Key, to Big PinkYippee, she
    was excited, and yippee, I was, tooJack had
    found me a stout lady named Juanita to clean twice
    a week, and I had her make up the guest bedroomI
    also asked her if she'd bring some fresh flowers
    the day after ChristmasSmiling, she suggested
    something that sounded like creamus cackusMy
    brain, by then quite louis vuitton pink comfortable with the fine art
    of cross-connection, was stopped by this for no
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    more than five seconds; I told Juanita I was sure
    Ilse would love a Christmas cactus
    On Christmas Eve I found myself re-reading Ilse's
    original e-mailThe sun was westering, beating a
    long and brilliant track across the water, but it
    was still at least two hours to sundown, and I was
    sitting in the Florida room
    Beneath kelly hermes me, the deep drifts of shell shifted and
    grated, making that sound that was so like breath
    or hoarse confidential speakingI ran my thumb
    over the postscript - I have some special news -
    and my right arm, the one that was no longer there,
    began to tingleThe location of that tingle was
    clearly, almost exquisitely, definedIt began in
    the fold of the elbow and spiraled to an end on
    the outside of the cheap gucci wris
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    10:51 am
    @@@@@ “They're back! Wanda, they're back!” It
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    “They're back! Wanda, they're back!”
    It took me less than a second to process, and then I was sprintingBehind me, Ian mumbled
    something about wasted effort
    I nearly knocked Wes down
    And I was off againI flew into the big garden room with my eyes already searchingIt wasn't
    hard to find themJamie was standing at the front of a group of people near the entrance to the
    southern tunnel
    “Hey, Wanda!” he yelled, waving
    Trudy held his arm as I ran around the edges of the field, as if she were holding him back from
    running to meet me
    I grabbed his shoulders with both hands and pulled him to me“Oh, Jamie!”
    “Did ya miss me?”
    “Just a tiny bitWhere is everyone? Is everyone home? Is everyone okay?” Besides Jamie,
    Trudy was the only person here who was back from the raidEveryone else in the little
    crowd–Lucina, Ruth Ann, Kyle, Travis, Violetta, Reid–was welcoming them home
    “Everyone's back and well,” Trudy assured me
    My eyes swept the big cave“Where are they?”
    “Uh… getting cleaned up, unloading…”
    I wanted to offer my help–anything that would get me to where Jared was so I could see with
    my own eyes that he was safe–but I knew I wouldn't be allowed to see where the goods were
    coming in
    “You look like you need a bath,” I told Jamie, rumpling his dirty, knotted hair without letting
    go of him
    “He's supposed to go lie down,” Trudy said
    “Trudy,”Jamie muttered, giving her a dark look
    Trudy glanced at me quickly, then looked away
    “Lie down… ?” I stared at Jamie, pulling back to get a good look at himHe didn't seem
    tired–his eyes were bright, and his cheeks flushed under his tanMy eyes raked over him once
    and then froze on his right leg
    There was a ragged hole in his jeans a few inches above his kneeThe fabric around the hole
    was a dark reddish brown, and the ominous color spread in a long stain all the way to the cuff
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    10:51 am
    @@@@@ Outside, in the new morning, some trucks
    @@@@@
    Outside, in the new morning, some trucks are grinding by on Tenth AvenueThe traffic has an early-morning soundJesus, this is okay, he says aloud
    You like it, huh, Red
    She fingers her glassListen, Red, I went to see a lawyer yesterday about gettin' a divorce from Mike
    Yeah?
    I can do it for a hundred dollars, a little more maybe, but should I, I mean whatthehell if nothing should come of it, maybe it'd be better not to
    I dunno, kid, he says to her
    Red, I ain't askin' you to get married, you know I ain't nagged you, but I gotta look ahead
    It's all there before himThe choice again, but it means admitting he's throughI dunno, Lois, that's the goddam truthI like ya a lot and you're a good kid, there's no gettin' away from that, an' it's only fair to ya, but I gotta think about itI ain't made for stay in' in one place, I dunno there's just somethin', it's kind've a big countryYa gotta let me know one way or the other

    Only the war starts before he has made up his mindThat night all the drunks in the flophouse are excited
    I was a sergeant in the last one, I'm going to go up there and ask them to take me back
    Yeah, they'll make ya a major
    I'm going to tell you, Red, that they need meThey're gonna need every one of us
    Someone is passing around a bottle, and on an impulse Red sends one of the men down with a ten-dollar bill to buy some whisky
    Lois could use the ten, and he knows the answer thenHe can marry her and stay out of the war, but he's not old yet, he's not that tiredIn the war you keep on moving
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    10:52 am
    @@@@@She couldn't think of her baby sister
    @@@@@She couldn't think of her baby sister Carreen by
    her religious name, even though she'd been in the convent in
    Charleston
    for eight years the bake sale for the Cathedral building fund was
    far behind schedule because contributions were not coming in, and
    couldn't Scarlett-great balls of fire! She kept the roof over her
    aunts' heads, did she have to roof a cathedral, too? She turned the
    page over, frowningRhett's name leapt from the tangle of
    criss-crossed wordsIt does one's heart good to see a cheri'he'd'hend
    like Eleanor Butler find happiness after so many sorrowsIthett il
    quite ho mother's gallant, and her devotion has done much to redeem
    him
    in the eyes of all those who deplored the wild ways of ho younger
    days
    It 0 band my comprehension, and a4o that of your Aunt Pauline, why
    you
    Ostrt on maintaining your unaccountable preoccupation with trade
    when
    you have no need to remain associated with the storeI have
    deplored
    your actions in thu regard on many past occasions, and you have
    never
    heeded my pleas that you abandon a course of action so unsuitable to
    a
    lady
    I therefore ceased to refer to it some years agoBut now, when it
    keeps you from your proper place by the side of your husband, Ifrel it
    my all to once again allude to the astastel matter
    Scarlett threw the letter onto the tableSo that was the story that
    Rhett was handing out! That she wouldn't leave the store and go to
    Charleston with himWhat a blackhearted liar he was! She'd begged
    him to take her with him when he leftHow dare he spread such
    slander? She'd have some choice words to say to Mister Rhett Butler
    when he came homeShe strode to the sideboard, splashed brandy
    into
    her glassSome fell onto the gleaming wooden surface
    A swipe with her sleeve mopped it upHe'd probably deny it, the
    skunkWell, she'd shake Aunt Eulalie's letter in his faceLet's see
    him call his mother's best friend a liar! Suddenly her rage left her,
    and she felt coldShe knew what he'd say: "Would you rather I told
    the truth? That I left you because living with you was intolerable?"
    The shame of itAnything was better than that
    Even the loneliness while she waited for him to come homeHer hand
    lifted the glass to her lips, and she drank deepThe movement caught
    her eye, reflected in the mirror above the sideboardSlowly Scarlett
    lowered her hand and set the glass dow
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    11:02 am
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    “It’s here Jason reached into his pocket, removed the money, and held it out for the manager of
    Le Coeur du Soldat
    “Thank you,” said Santos, walking forward and accepting the bills
    Suddenly, from behind Bourne, the old gates of the factory burst openTwo men rushed out, Cartier Watches Tortue and
    before Jason could reach his weapon, a heavy blunt instrument crashed down on his skull
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    “We’re alone,” said the voice across the dark room as Bourne opened his eyesSantos’s huge frame
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    his skull; he was angled into the corner of a sofa“There’s no break, no blood, only what I imagine
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    “Who are you?” asked Santos sharply
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    There was something pulling me - maybe something
    that had been in me since the accident, but surely
    something that had come back from Duma Key Road
    with meI'm not sure I could have
    stood against it in any case, but I didn't even
    try; I was curious
    My daughter's purse was on the coffee table in the
    living roomI opened it, took out her wallet, and
    flipped through the pictures insideDoing this
    made me feel a little like a cad, but only a
    littleIt's not gucci for sale as if you're stealing anything, I
    163
    told myself, but of course there are many ways of
    stealing, aren't there?
    Here was the photo of Carson Jones she'd shown me
    at the airport, but I didn't want thatI didn't
    want him by himselfI wanted him with herI
    wanted a picture of them as a coupleIt looked as if it had been taken at a
    roadside stand; there were baskets of cucumbers
    and corn behind themThey were smiling and young
    and beautifulTheir arms were around quilted chanel bag each other,
    and one of Carson Jones's palms appeared to be
    resting on the swell of my daughter's blue jeansclad
    assOh you crazy ChristianMy right arm was
    still itching, a low, steady skin-crawl like
    prickly heatI scratched at it, scratched through
    it, and got my ribs instead for the ten thousandth
    timeThis picture was also in a protective seethrough
    envelopeI slid it out, glanced over my
    shoulder - nervous as a burglar on his first job -
    at the partially omega seamaster watch open door of the room where Ilse
    was sleeping, then turned the picture over
    I love you, Punkin!
    "Smiley"
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    Could I trust a suitor who called my daughter
    Punkin and signed himself Smiley? I didn't think
    soIt might not be fair, but no - I didn't think
    soNevertheless, I had found what I was looking
    forI turned the picture over
    again, closed my eyes, and pretended I was
    touching their Kodachrome images with my right
    handAlthough pretending wasn't what it chloe dior felt like;
    I suppose I don't have to tell you that by now
    After some passage of time - I don't know exactly
    how long - I returned the picture to its plastic
    sleeve and submerged her wallet beneath the
    tissues and cosmetics to approximately the same
    depth at which I had found itThen I put her
    purse back on the coffee table and went into my
    bedroom to get Reba the Anger-Management DollI
    limped upstairs to Little Pink with her clamped
    between my stump and my gucci g watch si
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    10:51 am
    @@@@@ I felt as if I were standing on the edge of
    @@@@@
    I felt as if I were standing on the edge of Walter's grave again, listening to the sound of sand
    falling into the darkness
    “No,” I moaned, fighting against the memory
    I turned mechanically and started walking with stiff strides toward the exit
    “Wait,” Ian said, but he didn't pull against the hand he still held
    Jeb caught up to me on the other side and shoved more food into my free hand
    “Eat for the kid's sake,” he said
    I bit into it without tasting, chewed without thinking, swallowed without feeling the food go
    down
    “Knew she was gonna overreact,” Jeb grumbled
    “So why did you tell her?” Ian asked, frustratedI wondered why he didn'tWas this worse even than I imagined?
    “Is he in the hospital?” I asked in an emotionless, inflectionless voice
    “No, no,” Ian assured me quickly
    I didn't even feel relief
    I would have gone into that room again for Jamie, even if it was still reeking of blood
    I didn't see the familiar caves I walked throughI barely noticed that it was dayI couldn't meet
    the eyes of any of the humans who stopped to stare at meI could only put one foot in front of
    the other until I finally reached the hallway
    There were a few people clustered in front of the seventh caveThe silk screen was pushed far
    aside, and they craned their necks to see into Jared's roomThey were all familiar, people I'd
    considered friendsJamie's friends, tooWhy were they here? Was his condition so unstable that
    they needed to check on him often?
    “Wanda,” someone said
    “Let her through,” Wes saidHe slapped Jeb on the
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
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    He wiggles out of the hugLeave me alone, Pop, let me go, and he runs away over the grass to his tent, trying not to cry

    There are the summers in Charlevoix, the expanding house in the Chicago suburb, the world of long green lawns, and quiet beaches, and croquet courses and tennis courts; there are all the intimate and extensive details of wealth, the things he takes for granted, and understands, separates only laterThere is also white chanel watch six years at Fieldmont Country Day, more of the fellows and demerits, the occasional sermon, the individual regular-fellow ethic borrowed from more exclusive eastern prep schools

    You do not lie You do not cheat
    You do not swear You do not screw
    And you go to church

    Always of course with the booming voice, the meaty palm of Bill Hearn in the background, combined somehow -- never believably -- with dancing lessons on Saturday mornings, and the persistent avid aspirations of Ina HearnBobby, why don't omega planet ocean you take Elizabeth Perkins to your Junior Dance?
    Deep in the womb which covers me,
    Green as grass from house to house
    Only that idea comes later

    The week after he graduates from Fieldmont Country Day, he goes on a drinking bout with a few contemporaries, fellow graduates, to a shack out in the woods, owned by one of their fathersA two-story shack with a built-in bar
    At night they sit around in one of the upstairs bedrooms, passing the bottle after swigging at it gingerly
    To hell with your old black chanel tote manThey are all shocked, but it was Carsons who spoke, and his father committed suicide in 1930Carsons can be forgiven
    Here's good-bye to Fieldmont, good old FCD, we had a lot of time there
    The Dean wasn't bad but I never could figure him out, and you remember what a good-looking wife he had
    Here's to the wife, I heard she left him last year for a monthThe bottle goes on its second and third circuit
    All in all we had a good time there, only I'm glad to be out, I sure wish I was going with you fellows to chanel sale Y
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    11:01 am
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    done came in handy after all Scarlett refused to let MrsButler be
    sidetracked"Never mind that, tell me more about GrandfatherI asked you about motorcycle balenciaga her once, but you just brushed
    it
    off Eleanor shook her head"I don't know how to describe your
    grandmotherShe wasn't like anybody else in the world
    "Was she very beautiful?"
    "Yes-and noThat's the problem with talking about her, she was
    always
    changingThey have a saying, the louis vuitton online French,
    that
    no woman can be truly beautiful who is not also sometimes truly ugly
    They're such a subtle people, and so wise, and so impossible for an
    Anglo-Saxon to understand Scarlett couldn't understand what Miss
    Eleanor was trying to say"There's a portrait of her at Tara and she
    looks beautiful," chanel bag price she said stubbornly"Yes, she would, for her
    portraitShe could be beautiful or not, as she choseShe chose to
    be anything she liked
    She had a quality of absolute stillness sometimes, and you'd almost
    forget she was thereThen she'd turn her slanted dark eyes on you,
    and suddenly you'd find chanel jewelry yourself irresistibly drawn to her
    Children swarmed to herIt drove
    men out of their minds"Your grandfather was every inch the military
    man, accustomed to commandBut your grandmother had only to
    smile,
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    Someone hitting someone elseI shuddered away from the horrible image
    I could see the lamp on over my apartment doorIt hadn't taken me long to cover the distanceI
    didn't cross the road, women rolex watches thoughI remembered what it felt like to vomit, though I never hadThe cold wetness dewed
    on my forehead, the hollow sound rang in my earsI was pretty sure I was about to have that
    experience for my own
    There was a bank of grass beside the walkAround a streetlamp there was a gucci g watch well-trimmed
    hedgeI had no time to look for a better placeI stumbled to the light and caught the post to
    hold myself upThe nausea was making me dizzy
    Yes, I was definitely going to experience throwing up
    “Wanderer, is that you? Wanderer, are you ill?”
    The vaguely familiar voice was gucci hobo handbag impossible to concentrate onBut it made things worse,
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    10:55 am
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    "Tell me something I don't know," Wireman said,
    then raised his voiceHe was standing just behind
    me, and he almost blew out my eardrum"Leave!
    You're trespassing!"
    The drowned young man made no reply, but it was
    every bit as fast as I had fearedAt one moment
    it was standing three steps inside the living room
    At the next it was right in front of me, and I had
    only the vaguest, flickering impression of it
    crossing the distance betweenIts smell - rot and
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    freezing cold, close over my forearm, and cried
    out in shock and horrorIt wasn't the cold, it
    was how soft they wereThat one
    silver eye peered at me, seeming to drill into my
    brain, and for a moment there was a sensation of
    being filled with pure darknessThen the manacle
    clamped on my wrist with a flat hard clacking
    sound
    "Wireman!" I screamed, but Wireman was goneHe
    was running away from me, across the room, as fast
    as he could
    The drowned thing and I were chained togetherIt
    dragged me toward the door
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    Wireman was back just before the dead man could
    pull me over the thresholdHe had something in
    his hand that looked like a blunt daggerFor a
    moment I thought it must be one of the silver
    harpoons, but that was only a powerful bit of
    wishful thinking; the silver harpoons were
    upstairs with the red picnic basket"Hey, you! Yeah, I'm talking to you! Cojudo
    de puta madre!"
    Its head snapped around as fast as the head of a
    snake about to strikeWireman was almost as fast
    Holding the blunt object in both hands, he drove
    it into the thing's face, striking home just above
    the right eyesocketThe thing shrieked, a sound
    that went through my head like shards of glassI
    saw Wireman wince and stagger back; saw him
    struggle to hold onto his weapon and drop it to
    the sandy floor of the entryway
    The man-thing which had seemed so solid spun into
    insubstantiality, clothes and allI felt the
    manacle around my wrist also lose its solidity
    For a moment I could still see it and then it was
    only water, dripping onto my sneakers and the
    ca
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    10:54 am
    @@@@@ So one Saturday she, her agent and I went
    @@@@@ So one Saturday she, her agent and I went and looked at six apartment houses Four were dogs, but two were good I said to write offers on all six, offering half of what the owners asked for She and the agent nearly had heart attacksThey thought it would be rude, that I might offend the sellers, but I really don't think the agent wanted to work that hard So they did nothing and went on looking for a better deal
    No offers were ever made, and that person is still looking for the "right" deal at the right priceWell, you don't know what the right price is until you have a second party who wants to dealMost sellers ask too much It is rare that a seller will actually ask a price that is less than something is worth
    Moral of the story: Make offersPeople who are not investors have no idea what it feels like to be trying to sell somethingI have had a piece of real estate that I wanted to sell for monthsI would have welcomed anythingI would not care how low the priceThey could have offered me ten pigs and I would have been happyNot at the offer, but just because someone was interestedI would have countered, maybe for a pig farm in exchangeBut that's how the game worksThe game of buying and selling is funIt's fun and only a gameSomeone might say "yes
    And I always make offers with escape clausesIn real estate, I make an offer with the words "subject to approval of business partner I never specify who the business partner is
    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    11:27 am
    @@@@@ He struggled again on the stretcher"Who put
    @@@@@ He struggled again on the stretcher"Who put that bag on my head? Red, that's a lousy trick to play on a buddyI cain't see in this fuggin cave, move that Jap off my head
    The handkerchief slipped down over his nose and Wilson blinked into the sun and closed his eyes once more"Watch out, that snake!" he shouted suddenly, his body cringing"Red, you got to shoot it careful, take a good bead, take a good bead He mumbled something, and then his body relaxed"Ah tell you, a dead man look jus' like a shoulder o' lamb been lying around too long
    Brown replaced the handkerchief, and Wilson struggled beneath itGoddammit, they're shootin' at us, you know how to swim, Taylor, goddammit lemme get behind the boat!" Brown shudderedWilson was talking about the Motome invasionOnce more Brown was choking in the salt water, knowing the final resigned terror that came with accepting deathIn his exhaustion, he felt for a moment as if he were swallowing the water again, feeling the same numb surprise at realizing that he could not control himself from gulping; the water had washed down his throat with a momentum and will of its own
    That was the cause of it all, he thought now bitterlyThe memory always loosed such panic and weakness in himHe had learned then that he was helpless in the shattering gyre of the war, and he could never shake the recollectionDoggedly, through his exhaustion, he told himself that he had to bring Wilson back, but he did not believe it now at all
    Through the afternoon the litter-bearers continued on their marchAbout two o'clock it began to rain, and the ground quickly became muddyThe rain at first was a relief; they welcomed it on their blazing flesh, wriggled their toes in the slosh that permeated their bootsThe wetness of their clothing was pleasurableThey enjoyed being cold for a few minutesBut as the rain continued the ground became too soft, and their uniforms cleaved uncomfortably to their bodiesTheir feet began to slip in the mud, their shoes became weighted with muck and stuck in the ground with each stepThey were too fagged to notice the difference immediately, their bodies had quickly resumed the stupor of the march, but by half an hour they had slowed down almost to a h
    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    11:00 am
    @@@@@It is! It is! I can't be mistakenNo one
    @@@@@It is! It
    is!
    I can't be mistakenNo one else in the world sounds like RhettShe
    turned quickly, looking into the sunlit square, blinkIngIsn't it? It is, I'm sure it isIf only he'd say something
    else, turn his headHe's got no reason to be in
    IrelandBut I couldn't be wrong about that voiceHe turned to speak
    to the slightly built fair-haired man beside himHer
    knuckles were white against her hands, so tightly was she holding on
    to
    the postThe other man said something, pointed
    with hiscrop, and Rhett noddedThen the fair-haired man walked
    away,
    out of her sight, and ,55 Rhett was there aloneScarlett stood in the
    shadow, looking out to the lightDon't move, she ordered herself
    when
    he started to walk awayBut she couldn't obeyShe burst from the
    shadows and ran after him"Rhett!" He stopped awkwardly, Rhett
    who
    was never clumsy, and he spun aroundAn expression she couldn't
    recognize flickered on his face, and his dark eyes seemed very bright
    beneath the shading bill of hiscapThen he smiled the mocking smile
    she knew so well"You do turn up in the most unexpected places,
    Scarlett," he saidHe's laughing at me, and I don't careI don't
    care about anything as long as he'll say my name and stand near me
    She could hear her own heart beating
    "Hello, Rhett," she said, "how are you?" She knew it was a foolish,
    inadequate thing to say, but she had to say somethingRhett's mouth
    twitched"I'm remarkably well for a dead man," he drawled, "or was I
    mistaken? I thought I glimpsed a widow at the dock in Charle
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
    10:59 am
    @@@@@“I don't have to hurt you,” he
    @@@@@“I don't have to hurt you,” he said
    quietly, not as sure of himself“But I do have to know the answer to my question
    This wasn't even the right question–not a secret I was in any way bound to protect
    “Tell me,” he insisted, his eyes tight with frustration and deep unhappiness
    Was I truly a coward? I would rather have believed that I was–that my fear of pain was stronger
    than anything elseThe real reason I opened my mouth and spoke was so much more pathetic
    I wanted toplease him, this human who hated me so fiercely
    “The Seeker,” I began, my voice rough and hoarse; I hadn't spoken in a long time
    He interrupted, impatient“We already know it's a Seeker
    “No, not just any Seeker,” I whispered
    “What do you mean,your Seeker?”
    “Assigned to me, following meShe's the reason –” I caught myself just before I spoke the
    word that would have meant our deathJust before I could sayweThe ultimate truth that he
    would see as the ultimate lie–playing on his deepest wishes, his deepest painHe would never
    see that it was possible for his wish to be trueHe would only see a dangerous liar looking out
    through the eyes he'd loved
    “The reason?” he prompted
    “The reason I ran away,” I breathed“The reason I came here
    Not entirely true, but not entirely a lie, either
    Jared stared at me, his mouth half-open, as he tried to process thisFrom the corner of my eye, I
    could see that Ian was peering through the hole again, his vivid blue eyes wide with surprise
    There was blood, dark on his pale lips
    “You ran away from a Seeker? But you're one of them!” Jared struggled to compose himself, to
    get back to his interroga
    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    11:13 am
    @@@@@ Red had started to light a cigarette, his
    @@@@@
    Red had started to light a cigarette, his fifth since their boat had been lowered into the water, and it tasted flat and unpleasant"What do you think?" Red asked"I bet we don't go in till tenIt was not yet eight o'clock
    "Listen," Red went on, "if they really knew how to work these kind of things, we woulda been eating breakfast now, and we woulda got into these crates about two hours from now He rubbed off the tiny ash which had formed on his cigarette"But, naw, some sonofabitchin' looey, who's sleeping right now, wanted us to get off the goddam ship so he could stop worrying about us Purposely, he spoke loud enough for the Lieutenant from the communications platoon to hear him and grinned as the officer turned his back
    Corporal Toglio, who was squatting next to Gallagher, looked at Red"We're a lot safer out in the water," Toglio explained eagerly"This is a pretty small target compared to a ship, and when we're moving like this it's a lot harder to hit us than you think
    "Listen," Brown said, "they ain't a time when I wouldn't rather be on that shipI think it's a hell of a lot safer
    "I looked into this," Toglio protested"The statistics prove you're a lot safer here than any other place during an invasion
    Red hated statistics"Don't give me any of those figures," he told Corporal Toglio"If you listen to them you give up taking a bath 'cause it's too dangerous
    "No, I'm serious," Toglio saidHe was a heavy-set Italian of about middle height with a pear-shaped head which was broader in the jaw than the templeAlthough he had shaved the night before, his beard darkened all of his face under his eyes except for his mouth, which was wide and friendly"I'm serious," he insisted, "I saw the statistics
    "You know what you can do with them," Red said
    Toglio smiled, but he was a little annoyedRed was a pretty good guy, he was thinking, but too independent
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    10:51 am
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    “She was very kind, indeed, and I am glad to have her spared”
    She could not finish the generous effusionHer conscience stopt
    her in the middle, but Edmund was satisfied
    “I shall walk down immediately after breakfast,” said he, “and am
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    till I gucci fashion had spoken to you, and come to a decisionSleeping or waking,
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    I am certainly making it less than it might beIf Tom is up, I shall
    go to him directly and get it over, and when we meet at breakfast we
    shall be all in high good-humour at the prospect of acting the fool
    together with such unanimityYou, in the meanwhile, will be taking
    a trip into China, I bags dolce gabbana supposeHow does Lord Macartney go on?”—
    opening a volume on the table and then taking up some others
    “And here are Crabbe’s Tales, and the Idler, at hand to relieve you, if
    you tire of your great bookI admire your little establishment exceedingly;
    and as soon as I am gone, you will empty your head of all
    this nonsense of acting, and sit comfortably down to your table
    But do not stay here to be cold
    He went; but there gucci bangle watch was no reading, no China, no composure for
    FannyHe had told her the most extraordinary, the most inconceivable,
    the most unwelcome news; and she could think of nothing
    elseTo be acting! After all his objections—objections so just and so
    public! After all that she had heard him say, and seen him look, and
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